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Tuesday, October 04, 2011
Lost.. Im afraid

Sudden urge to come back to this website after so long..it has been my interest back then to jot down all my thoughts in this little space of mine..But it has been a while.. since the last post.. 14mths...

There are many thoughts running around my head..be it good ones or bad ones.. just never stop.. I have been tearing alot.. I dunno what I can do to be someone that it loveable by all people.. I am sorry that I seemed to be a nuiscene to you all.. that I hv affected your life.. I am really sorry..

Whats more.. what can I further do more to be fit in as a wife.. who is someone need's? Thoughts of all these.. and harsh words from my love.. I just kept wiping in the middle of the night.,


the lady updated at 10/4/2011 7:52:07 pm

Thursday, August 05, 2010
Some thoughts in mind..

wah wah.. realised that its been real ages since april till now that i am nt writing stuffs in here... did think of closing down the site but still i cant bear to.. had been keeping low for quite some time i guess..

Many things had happened all along.. the good and the bad.. i dun want to run through whats all about.. i am just feeling contented with what i am now.. i am glad and thank god that things are still running as according to the plan.. i am still that happy simple girl that having our simple lives..

i am counting down the days till the moment we both hold the key together.. i believe that will be one of our happiest moment by then.. I will continue to pray daily and wish upon the sky.. :)


the lady updated at 8/5/2010 11:02:09 am

Thursday, April 08, 2010
Im caught in between.. what i need..

This is the 1st entry for the month.. i am fulfilling the honour of my words.. at least 1 entry per month..

Recently..  many thoughts ran through my mind.. be it neccessary or not.. being alone at times and let the mind works a little dont sound that bad..perhaps is a way to kill the time away.. or just calm myself..

Spoken with some ppl that i believe i can seek some true advises from... courage is the top in rank that i need to build up..next come the confidence.. almost all mentioned to me that these are the 2 "C" that are lacking..

Sad to say.. I am a person that could help others more than selfish.. hilarous isnt it.. guess i really got to work hard.. and doubly hard to shake off fats away too.. its getting to nowhere if i still dun buck up...

* how long will it be continueing.. i am so caught in between.. i am officially missing you! you are nothing short for my everything!!


the lady updated at 4/8/2010 10:52:13 pm


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