Wednesday, October 14, 2009
the route that i felt like taking a ride of roller coaster..
wow!! its been really long since i came in to pen down my tots.. is nearly 2 mths.. and out of the whole of last month.. only like 1 entry really pathetic i sld say.. so today managed to have the opportunity.. for sure i gg to pen down.. well went thru some stuff recently, that made me have the feeling like what i have jotted down at the title.. well i seemed to go on a ride that is fast enuff to make me "scream"..
the feel of taking on roller coaster.. is nt a great idea..i rather it was an open confront or a peaceful chat.. i guess that is the best solution than any method.. there is anxiousity,the "excitment" that i had received which was not a good feeling on my personal note.. happening those unpleasant dialogues,cold wars and igorance twd each other.. i dun like it.. i am thankful that some1 out there could read me.. and could read the other party.. and be the medidator and dissolve those feeling and knots within our hearts.. the session was worthwhile i guess..despite we din have the chance to speak to each other to resolve,but i know that deep in us, we both know the stand and dun want the matter to sour our friendship i guess..i hope that it isnot just my one sided thot..
i hold on to this FS rather important to me in a way..and i can see that vice versa, you too do share this note too..we both know it well that it may not be an immediate effect but definitely have the effect there as i sense the changes and the actions seen with my nude eyes.. i hope the ride will end here.. things are getting on better and smoother.. i really hope nothing goes wrong again.. i treasure what was given to me all long,, i dun want it to turn into thin air.. and vanish just like that.. i want those old good times to stay as long as ever.. :) really praying hard each day..
the lady updated at 10/14/2009 11:18:01 pm
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
it had been so long since my last update again.. its not that i do not want to.. just that im so sway enough that my laptop had pronounced in coma.. and soon certified dead.. :X so do bear with k.. i wil try to get it fixed.. asap..
i am really wondering some ppl is just simply have split personality? at this min you can be a happy person.. you can joke and luff happily and heartily tgt.. the next moment, ppl can just turn their back away from you.. ignore or simply treat you as invisible.. and be a bo chup..
simply dunno when are such ppl is in their peak time and when is their down moment.. behaving like as if its a weather forecast statsion that you cant predict.. it really tiring to figure out all the mood swings that oneself posess..
eare ppl like me hard to get close and hang out?? and some ppll you just take you as something like "a as and when is needed" attitude to treat you??
seriously im in foul mood..*irritating monkey* ~.~
the lady updated at 9/1/2009 1:08:32 am
Sunday, August 09, 2009
HAPPY birthday Ms Singapore!
before i start.i wanna wish our cty, MS Singapore.. happy birthday.. you have done a great job once again this year ya.. the past 43 years were ur great efforts.. hope that you continue to shine, and excel..more imptly.carry on to be one of the strongest cty in the world,asia and etc.. despite im feeling u are getting very worth for $$ in order to live in ur land.. stiil im very proud of u.. and feel safe under your wings~ :)
well.. my transfer had started for a week already..perhaps that im still rather new, thus i still dun really feel the stress level yet.. but aft gg down..i came to see the fact that Finance is not a dept that what others see as easy and carefree.. :) but the environment i really got to admit that its really warm.. friendly and peaceful..我喜欢这样的感觉， 很谐意。。
there so much challenges that ppl of diff sections are facing.. and they have to crack brain to solve on the same day.. the time seems passing thru extremely quickly.. haha! i feel gd abt the busy time.. and fulfillment abt being resourceful n fruitful efforts on my work.. :) new task was given to me as covering Serene who is gg on leave at AR.. to do clearance on AR.. for TA.. kaoz.. now that i know.. to sent out invoice aft taking instruction from SMs.. there are so many more painful processes to go thru b4 the actual invoices can be sent out..
the couple of days.. things taughts i am absorbing as much as i could.. to assist as much as i could.. to load off her as much as i can.. u cant imagine the stacks of payments can be a mid size mountain lah.. wahaah!! :) so meaning just thinking tt she going on leave.. for like 5 days..wahah!! terihorgible right.. wahaah :D so i sld this.. gogogo gina! gambatek yoh! :D 11 to 15 is a challenge yet a gd exp for myself..
the lady updated at 8/9/2009 3:25:53 am
